24M - I've Lost $300K+ And I Can't Stop Gambling.

2021.09.25 04:19 Medical_Okra_652 24M - I've Lost $300K+ And I Can't Stop Gambling.

Remember the first day I gambled -- was abroad in a casino and thought doubling my $500 was the coolest thing. This appetite for gambling started to take over all facets of my life. I found myself gambling on games like Runescape, crypto (leverage / without leverage), casinos, etc. In total, I've lost over $300K of my OWN money -- if I include my losses at peaks of my sessions, it's more like ~$500K.
I am an ivy league graduate // investment banker living in a major city -- my past 2.5 years working full time (income has been $110K - $160K; currently is $110K) -- I've lost EVERYTHING. I ride paycheck to paycheck and am in $10K+ debt. I have no idea how to save. Every time I get my hands on even a few $100, it goes to the online casinos, up a few x or instantly lost, and I am none the wiser.
I know people suggest GA and Gamban but is there literally anything I can do to just fix my own willpower? I frequent the gym, have a great girlfriend, but all in all, somehow I find myself back to the tables. Please help me. Please save me. I want out of this.
Day 0.
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2021.09.25 04:19 PhoenixFoxx21 Ho there, Outworlder!

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2021.09.25 04:19 KarstenLienemann Who do i start?

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2021.09.25 04:19 Zestyclose_Fee_6563 How to get pods which have highest CPU utilization? Without using Metrics API.

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2021.09.25 04:19 MrsDefeatedyeti [WIP] 1 branch of 1 out of 3 temperature trees to hang in mine and my husband's bedroom. More Info in the comments.

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2021.09.25 04:19 GroundbreakingWind58 Can anyone translated this death card for me.

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2021.09.25 04:19 throwawayrixby Shitty day

I’m feeling terrible right now and I don’t want to bother my friends.
I recently left an abusive relationship and my ex has been really laying into me lately to ensure I feel guilty about leaving him, really being cruel and bragging about how he’s in a new relationship already. Thing is, I left because we were toxic for each other, he wanted kids and hadn’t proposed to me for a decade, and I got too old to give him kids and I didn’t want to raise them in that environment. So I tried today to help him see that, really poured out my heart that I’m suffering - I’m unemployed because I was relying on him, I’m living with my parents, I’m not out having lots of fun or sex. I’m just sitting here rotting while he emails these hurtful things to me, while I left him so he could have kids and raise them in a less toxic environment. And he apologized because he didn’t seem to realize it, so I guess that’s better for now. I hope he’ll leave me alone now. But it killed my self-esteem to have to humble myself again for someone who has been so dehumanizing.
Then later in the day I found out I didn’t get this job I really thought I had hope of getting. I’ve got a bunch of degrees in a useless field and everything is really competitive in my field and I just want to move out of my city and get away from how much it hurts to know my ex is around. I just want to put it behind me. And then I get this rejection letter that I was a finalist but -as usual - someone else is better than me. Someone else got picked.
Because no one ever chooses me.
So I’m just feeling sorry for myself. I’m usually trying to be so upbeat and focused on my goals, but today has just been so draining. I’m so lonely and I just really wanted to get away from this place. Thanks for reading.
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2021.09.25 04:19 heinaga1989 OverGrimes launching soon

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2021.09.25 04:19 imjustheretohangout Picked up one of each V union ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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2021.09.25 04:19 Awkward_Enthusiasm_4 Looking for a guard for ps4 ( asia servers ) I’m a 93 ovr glass cleaner

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2021.09.25 04:19 jacktheman-yt Only at mcdonalds

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2021.09.25 04:19 softfriez CPU issues

So lately I’ve been having a bit of issues with my laptop, it’s fairly old (2018) so that may be a issue.
My laptop keeps showing that I’m using between 90% - 100% of my CPU, when in reality the apps are using at most 50% - 60%. Just the other day I reset it to clear out files and stuff, and had only Chrome downloaded, fresh reset with only one thing downloaded and already 90% CPU was being used. Any ideas on how to fix this or am I just gonna need to buy a new one?
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2021.09.25 04:19 gabriel_-_poor Raids:) I'm down for anything

If anyone could do raids wit me I would greatly appreciate it thank u!
My code is 7073 5595 5905
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2021.09.25 04:19 USS___Dolan__ Super Paper Mario | A Crease in the Paper Mario Universe

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2021.09.25 04:19 john1337smith any plugins that enable....

live community ratings on world-performance?
would be epic pls lmk if this already exists!
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2021.09.25 04:19 User0x00G Fox News Anchor Chris Wallace On Biden’s Border Crisis: It’s Time To ‘Build A Wall’

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2021.09.25 04:19 DrioMarqui In the crypto space, if you could start over again knowing what you now know, would DOGE still be your choice? If not what coin would it be?

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2021.09.25 04:19 Interesting-Bet-5127 How I started watching Nelk

The first time I saw your guys’ videos was bout 5-6 years ago in my high school freshman math class. I was bored as hell and high as hell 🤣 I don’t know what made me do it, but I searched up funny ways to compliment some tig ol bitties, and the 7 ways to compliment boobs video came up, but I saw a suggested one that y’all did before titled, “can I touch your cock?” I had never been high in class before, and that video had me in tears mid lecture. Teacher wasn’t too happy with what I was watching 🤣 Ever since then, I’ve been a huge fan. Any time I’m bored, or need inspiration, or a good laugh, I always have been able to count on y’all’s videos. The community built from the ground up is the definition of the American Dream, and brings together so many different people. It’s been so dope to watch you guys blow up bigger than any fucking body on the planet, because you guys are just normal, real, and cool as hell. And I love having people with relatable hobbies, perfections, and flaws to look up to. Thank you guys for always doing what you want, it’s inspiring. Hunter
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2021.09.25 04:19 TheWingalingDragon (Naval) "Incrementally Lockable Rudders" an official forum suggestion

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2021.09.25 04:19 bbqwho Did anyone else keep their window sticker?

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2021.09.25 04:19 Lookalikemike Happy first days of “Hallothankschristnukkah” (my kids word) everyone!

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2021.09.25 04:19 iakobos TUDM Google drive -- access denied?

Hi /skyrimmods,
I'm trying to download The Ultimate Dodge Mod. When I use the Google Drive link, I'm denied access and it says that I need to request permission.
Has this happened to anyone else?
What can I do to fix/get around this?
Thanks!
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2021.09.25 04:19 A_deppressed_boy [cats] I know it’s not much and it’s bad but I got my first true form :D

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2021.09.25 04:19 ErwinAckerman I’m 24601% sure this happened.

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