How to overcome nausea and depression when switching from vi to emacs? Please help

2021.10.17 21:07 klikklakvege How to overcome nausea and depression when switching from vi to emacs? Please help

So this is my story in a nutshell: So i am using vi since twenty years and never looking back. It's so snappy, easy and powerful etc etc. I did try the evil spacemacs to get some decent IDE for doing IDE stuff. After a crack in the time space continuum somewhere in Berlin i woke up with Rust and got tricked into .. Microsoft visual code.
Please don't judge me, throw the first stone if you are without sins, i mean, vscode runs on Linux and MS became Linux platinum partner so Torvalds himself took part in leading me into the valley of death and despair. However, I understood my mistake in misery and pain while writing a plugin for vscode. The attempt to map a keystroke to a JavaScript function i wrote took me more then 16 hours and many tears. And desperate cries and resentments to the creator "oh Lord, why me? And why are people so wicked? All i wanted was to map F4 to this cool function i wrote. Nothing more!". Due to spiritual progress i furthermore understood that it's not them but ME who makes the choices. "Do not judge or ye will be judged". Keep your own house in order i learned in recovery from alcoholism. It was not only the F4 thing. No, some other filthy and sinful plugins called so many daemons from the docker space that simple editing and even using the penguin got slow and hurtful. I said enough is enough and only a deeper change in my attitude, a complete paradigm shift can save my life and my soul. Isn't it true that stuff like this F4 thing can be done in one line in emacs, in vim? Or even the browserbased codemirror that is in da JavaScript. Isn't it true that when i calculate the invested hours to develop a simple plugin i could've implement my own IDE on top of vim or codemirror instead? Assuming that i live in a environment where adding one functionality adds up to more or less one function and a few or max a dozen or so LOC. One huge group of people did harshly and loudly disagree: The nasty codebloaters. They screamed "you can't do that!!! That is blasphemy. You MUST do codebloat. That is the holy rule set up from our masters from Microsoft. And those praying to the SUN agree. Drink more coffee and make more codebloat!!! We will not give a job to you if you won't. You will be banished from our community of you disobey the holy rule of codebloat". I was lost again. Who am I to know better then the codebloaters? There are so many of them, they are the majority. Most of our world is run by them. They can't be wrong or can they? Then i lost my consciousness. And i saw the Light. It was always there. At least since 1960. But even way before, it must have been there since ancient times. Some call it the lambda. But i call it aleph. Georg Cantor lost his mind when he saw this truth. The ordered pair, the list. Adam Kadmon.
Oh Lord, i am not worthy. Why me? It can't be true.
But if it is... Let's try it then. I stay away from the nasty codebloaters - they are vexatious to the spirit. I shut my ears and my eyes. The vessel is empty. I take an alpha stage completely elementary lissp and develop all tools to develop in it by myself. And start to write a book about the experience. And the book is the code for the tools, in Donald Knuth's humanistic tradition. I need at least a proper repl, with history and at least some dumb completion. The word become flesh. She called herself lily. But she did not want to be just a repl. For me the command line was good, but lily asked me "i want the browser. Pleeeeeeaaase :))))) just let me go in there for a moment. I just want to see how I look in some fancy fonts" I gave in. She was too light i thought and may be blown away by the eastern winds. So i have her some plumbum to make her heavier. I lost control over her since then. It was one line of code and with python/plumbum/sh magick ALL EXECUTABLES i had in my path became first class function objects. All of them. Also the sbin's. And browserbased or not, but how do you call a beast like this when you run it as root? All output becomes part of the webpage. And she can do everything that you can do with bash as root. All the command are at her fingertips. And she has the power of the lambda. And the macro..... And it was not difficult to configure the host operation system to call a browser on fullscreen upon startup. Thus there is no other way as to say: Lilith became an operating system. I started to teach her Polish, my mothertongue. Word by word. Soon i will give her ears by adding some voice recognition library. And how about some machine learning libs that crawl my writings or my webcache to do completion not only to help me finish what i started but also hello me decide how to make new creations. And what to call. To think for me in order to minimize creation time. Put this stuff up a cost function and let ML do it's work....
You are not the first one who made an operating system out of a textbuffer using a handful of parenthesis's. There were people like you before you. Even before you have been born. And they are smarter then you, better in maths and way fatter then you!! Thus i lower my head and get on the path of true humility. And no matter how vimful i am there is no other way. I must learn emacs. Truthfully and absolute honest to myself. How else can i go on with this project when i don't do emacs? I wouldn't be able to look into the mirror continuing to develop a lisp based text editooperating system and not knowing emacs. Not if i want to be a man of integrity. I thought i can find an easier, softer way... So i installed spacemacs. But i could not... Not after the dramatic experiences with vscode and da nasty codebloaters... Spacemacs boots to slow on my computer. I am a poor hippy and even my dog don't eat meat and don't pollute the environment unless it is absolutely necessary, so buying new hardware that would make my computer as fast as an average iphone was also out of the question. Accepting a slow bootup when spacevim is snappy is also something i can't do because of my religion. "Thou will not use slow and bloated software. By Moore's law all this shit had to be fast as a lightning already twenty years ago." I also heard Nancy Reagan " Just say NO ... to the codebloaters. Life is too precious". I also thought of teenagers living in the third world. There was this Facebook group for html coding. It was full of kids that didn't have even a computer. They did their coding on 50usd Android phones and couldn't even afford to use Google(but their plan included free Facebook access). Codebloating takes them the chance away to become part of the rich part of the world. Just don't codebloat. Flush all this shit down the toilet and give your expensive apple superdupa extrabook to the next best homeless begger - he will have better use of it then you. I know what i am talking about.
Dear reader, If you come that far you now know that my heart and me intentions are real and honest. And by being on this group you know that there is no other way for me then installing vanilla emacs and starting the emacs tutorial. This is my destiny that i cannot change. ... .. . I went through half of it and got almost a nervous breakdown!! The keybindings.. Oh my God! They suck!!!! I can't do this. I'm not strong enough. I'm just a simple vimmer. Twenty years of reckless vimming got me used to that commands are consistent and that i can pretty far with minimalism. But in this world... Everything has exceptions and the design is inconsistent. Almost as if someone from a francophonic country designed it!!! And no proper scrolling... The defaults suck!!!! Dear brothers(and maybe even some sisters, though i rather doubt it), in the name of ecumeny and forgiveness, please help me with advice!!! I'm so 5DD and ZZ. How can I get through this? Is this a trick from RMS to force everybody to configure her emacs installation with elisp right from the start? I can understand and accept a lot, just tell me! Or is my brain completely damaged by this long term vimming that i don't see the beauty and the only way is to visit the Louvre and install there some french Linux distribution? Vi was before emacs. The keybindings are more consistent and by doing the same amount of time vimtutor as emacs tutorial you get more powerful. So why this and now important what should I do about this? I am not for perfection but for growth along spiritual lines, but this booking cursor drives me nuts... And the basic commands seen to be randomly thrown together. Ok, i know that every keystroke on emacs is a command so i can change everything, and there is a shorter way by using evil mode. But won't this diminish the true emacs experience? Or should I look onto this from a historic perspective, dump the emacs defaults right away and go for configuring everything in elisp to my liking? Or is there no other way but ensure the pain and suffering? Just tell me! I just want to know the truth. No matter how bitter it is. You don't have to tell me that i look lost. I know that i am!! But it is for the Lisp! It must be done
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Images here:
I am cutting and engraving a DM screen for an upcoming all-kobold party one-shot.
Machine: Bosslaser LS1420 60W CO2
I am using Greyscale to engrave two versions of an image to create a more detailed image, using slightly different settings and intervals on each. The dark/background image is engraved at 325 mm/s @ 0-65%PWR, Interval 0.1mm. This engraved fine. The white background engraves at 250 mm/s @ 0-45% with an interval of 0.07mm has engraved fine previously. However, here it misaligned and created artifacts in my engraving. Then, it looks like it continued on okay. However, it ruined my engraving. 😭😭😭
What might have caused this, so I can prevent it in the future or perform the appropriate maintenance.
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2021.10.17 21:06 liberty711 vigenere cipher coding help

hello!! i am very new to python. i am trying to code a vigenere cipher using python. this is my code:
# --- --- # this script performs the vignere cipher on the given file, with passed key, and output the encrypted textfile import string file = "intro_poemcode.txt" plaintext = open(file, "r+") alphabet = list(string.ascii_lowercase) text = text = text.lower() #print("The original text:\n",text) text = list(text) key = list("python")
#print(key) #print(text) encryptedtext = [] for letter in key: keydx = alphabet.index(letter) #print("Keydx is",keydx) for letter in text: if letter in alphabet: alphadex = alphabet.index(letter) #print(alphadex) encryptedtext.append(alphadex) else: encryptedtext.append(letter) #print(encryptedtext) #prints every char index, also prints symbols like spaces and punctuation

#****issue begins here for line in text: encip = ((alphadex + keydx) % 26)
print(encip) #the console just prints "17" until eof

so i have the index of the plaintext + key. i just cant figure out how to get it to work!! the encip equation is the encrypting equation for vigenere
thanks everyone!!!
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